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[28 Oct 2009|11:52pm] |
My life has changed so much since I started this. I've gone through 1, 2, 3... 3 serious/semi serious boyfriends, any number of flings, drugs and parties, football fields' worth of friends; I've had my heart broken and broken hearts; I've been cynical and angry and happy and hopeful; and where am I now? I have no clue.
I am not the same person I was yesterday and tomorrow I will not be the person I am today.
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[25 Oct 2009|02:30pm] |
JITTERBUG!
OH my god I need a CHANGE!
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[15 Aug 2009|07:11pm] |
I am officially friendless, with one tiny exception. I don't even talk to anyone else anymore. Most have seem to forgotten, and the ones that haven't probably wouldn't want to talk to me right now anyway.
It is what I was always afraid of... and yet, now that it's here, it doesn't seem as bad as all that. At least not any worse than the worst I've been. But who knows? There's always a tomorrow.
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[11 Jul 2009|01:38am] |
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'Twere but the bee, his face stuffed in the pie and so muffled that you could not hear his singing, and all for the better as he wanted you dead just as much as the doorknob!
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[27 Dec 2008|08:59pm] |
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Insanity is the most difficult job imaginable. You people don't even know what it takes to keep these things up!
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[29 Aug 2008|05:39pm] |
My body aches all the time. I need to get my back fixed. Or something.
I'm eternally bored with everything, but at the same time I'm completely losing my mind from thinking far too much. It hurts a bit. And I know I hurt other people with it. But you know.
So anyway. This is as close to a real post as I'm going to get. I'm back in school. Back at work. I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying. Reading all the time. None of it seems to be enough. I wonder when I'll find my salvation. I'm thinking of turning to Bokononism for help. You know. I was probably always a Bokononist.
And you know what that means, don't you?
Busy, busy, busy.
You should call me.
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[24 Aug 2008|02:04pm] |
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I'm not what's missing from your life now.
I'm really confused. Genuinely. I might make a real post some day. Maybe.
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Blow Me A Kiss
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| Change |
[15 Jul 2008|07:44pm] |
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In hair, in life... if you didn't go to my party, you sure missed a great one.
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Blow Me A Kiss
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[16 Apr 2008|09:26am] |
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And in the deafness of my world, the silence broke.
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[14 Apr 2008|08:46am] |
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Two more days, two more days, two more days.
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[09 Apr 2008|09:11pm] |
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Let's just mourn a moment, shall we?
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[27 Mar 2008|01:39pm] |
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Absolutely out of control. I can't even begin to explain it.
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[22 Mar 2008|10:18pm] |
I just want one person to tell me that they miss me and that they're sorry they haven't been keeping in touch, but really they think about me every now and again.
I know it doesn't matter. And I know I'm different for all these reasons and I have all of these new outlooks on life, but I still want this. Really, I do.
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